鈥淔lint is complicated.鈥�
Ryan Beuthin drives two visitors through the Mott Park neighborhood in Flint, Michigan. Though clean and wide, the streets are flanked by decrepit, abandoned homes, vacant grassy lots and on occasion, a burned-out husk awaiting demolition.
鈥淚 can explain the arson to you,鈥� he says. 鈥淲hen you hear the fire trucks at night, you know it鈥檚 another one, but it鈥檚 slowed recently.鈥� Then he sighs. 鈥淚t鈥檚 really complicated.鈥�
For the fifth time in less than 45 minutes, though, he doesn鈥檛 use complexity as an excuse. He explains how and why arson happens in a large American city in the 21st century. The tour continues. He steers to the side of the road to point out a church plant that didn鈥檛 make it, a volunteer enterprise that did, the story of a resident he got to know. After each anecdote, he returns, doggedly, to his explanation of arson.
Here is a person who is unwilling to look away.
Beuthin, a 2011 graduate of 黑料正能量’s , and his wife Janie are making the choice to live with their eyes open, to raise their children in a place that desperately needs both peacemaking and peacebuilding.
As operations manager for three downtown restaurants, Beuthin works with a group of socially conscious business partners. He attends ribbon-cutting ceremonies for new projects and claps alongside the crowds, but he knows grant cycles are fickle and so are the majority of out-of-the-area volunteers. While he rejoices when a new business opens downtown or a building is renovated, he is frustrated that the funding is not local, nor the ownership representative of the city鈥檚 diverse population. He is both impatient and patient at the same time.
Beuthin wouldn鈥檛 say he鈥檚 enlightened at all, just that he鈥檚 still learning, still having his eyes opened by God. 鈥淭here鈥檚 blue pills and red pills,鈥� he says, referring to a metaphor popularized by the film 鈥淭he Matrix,鈥� which reflexively recalls Plato鈥檚 shadows on the cave wall. 鈥淭he blue pill is to keep everything the same, for ignorance. The red pill is truth. And once you take the first one, God has a whole lot more of them for you.鈥�
Here鈥檚 a short list of Beuthin鈥檚 own awakenings: a cross-cultural semester in Costa Rica while a student at Olivet Nazarene University (Illinois); teaching refugees in a Houston (Texas) high school; deciding he really didn鈥檛 know what trauma meant when he worked with those students, and that 鈥渄o no harm鈥� wasn鈥檛 a possibility until he understood trauma; moving to Harrisonburg with Janie in 2009 to study at CJP.
There, among 鈥淜enyans going back to Kenya and folks from Myanmar going back to Myanmar, it was really only Americans going to someone else鈥檚 country to work,鈥� Beuthin recalls. 鈥淪o the message I got was the better choice, at least for me and for us, is to stay here in this broken place and try to make a difference.鈥� By then, the couple had a growing family and moving back to the Midwest, and their roots, was a good choice. Janie鈥檚 hometown of Flint became their new home in 2011. Beuthin, who grew up in Michigan and Indiana, also calls the area 鈥渁s home as home could be.鈥�
There were no issues with water when the Beuthins first moved to Flint and purchased their cozy two-story bungalow in the Mott Park neighborhood a few miles from downtown and one block from the Flint River. Even then, the city was a difficult and challenging place, with one of the highest crime rates in the country. Since the closure of General Motors鈥� Buick and Chevrolet plants, the city has hemorrhaged both jobs and population, from nearly 200,000 in 1960 to approximately 99,000 today. The city is 57 percent black, 37 percent white, and 6 percent people of other races, including a small but growing number of foreign-born residents. Forty-two percent live below the poverty line.
Then the corroded water pipes happened. 鈥淭he water crisis is bad fruit on a plant whose seed was sown decades ago,鈥� Beuthin wrote in Sojourners magazine, linking racism to the decline of one of America鈥檚 greatest manufacturing cities. 鈥淚 encourage us white Christians to change our position and our posture and to seek new knowledge of who we are in the world that our ancestors have created. Listen, listen, listen. Don鈥檛 seek to lead. Read. Ask. Don鈥檛 defend. Be invited; don鈥檛 impose. And then, once you鈥檝e allowed God to do a new work in you, once you have repented for the collective plank in our eye and sought shalom for our country鈥檚 legacy 鈥� then, maybe God will use you to help.鈥�
Walking with humility, listening and learning continues to be a journey of discovery for Beuthin. This fall, he negotiated new terms at work to allow the donation of 10 hours a week to the church he and his family have been members of for the past two years. A few blocks from his home, Bethel United Methodist Church 鈥� a predominately African-American congregation celebrating 95 years 鈥� has recently become a space of notoriety. One of two Michigan Food Bank 鈥渞esource hub鈥� sites in Flint, the church is where Pastor Faith Green-Timmons famously asked then-presidential candidate Donald Trump to stay off his stump speech on a visit (鈥渁n imposed visit,鈥� Beuthin says) on their water distribution operation in September.
鈥淲e鈥檝e turned into a community center overnight,鈥� Beuthin says, of the Michigan Food Bank siting. Additionally, the denomination has also selected Bethel to be a new Community Development Corporation. Forty-year church member Harold Woodson, Flint School Board president, will direct the new 501(c)(3) organization and Beuthin has been asked to assist him. The duo attended the Christian Community Development Association鈥檚 national conference this fall, and are in the process of collecting constituent and neighborhood input, solidifying objectives and building a board.
But what has been most remarkable to Ryan and Janie Beuthin, though, is the power of simplicity amidst all the complexity in their hometown. With initiatives, challenges, trainings and community conflicts swirling around, what has seemed to have the most impact in these times has been acting on the simplest questions. Beuthin says: Who鈥檚 going to board up the burnt-out homes? What do neighbors say about the church we attend? Have they experienced the shalom we claim to seek?
And to all of us, he asks: Who is seeking out and meeting the most immediate needs of neighbors? Are you hoarding your sources of hope, or seeking to sacrificially give so that others may have life?
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